Chrissyslife

a story

Thu, 16 Mar 2006 06:09:16 GMT

Here on this page you will find a story... this is a story from a teacher that I work with about the special education children we all work with! Its great! and I love her and all of them! man!please read it and know why i get up and go to my internship every morning ! It doesnt get any better than this! And my professor is right....I didnt know weather to laugh out of control or cry....the simple way of life the simple way to think...sometimes i wish i was this lucky!!!! ENJOY!!!!

I thought you might enjoy a view into the lunch conversation in my room today. You may not know the faces that go with the names, but the whole conversation spiraled out of control within 30 seconds and left me speechless and unsure whether to burst out laughing or crying!

Picture my sweet angelic group of polite boys seated around the table eating lunch….. I nicely remind one darling to chew with his mouth closed (as I do multiple times every day). Jaylin, though, has come up with a solution to the mouths-open problem that plagues our class – he tells me I should wear his ear phones and listen to his “gangsta’ rap.” I thank him for the kind offer, but explain that we all should just chew with our mouths closed. Undeterred by my explanation, Jaylin responds with, “You don’t like my gangster rap – I’ll bring you my Cher love songs.” Justin immediately says that Cher is a man. I said, “No, she’s a woman.” Justin argues that his dad says that Cher is gay and should be a man. Dalton pipes in with, “Michael Jackson is a gay fag.” Before I can even take a breath to respond to that one, Jaylin chimes in with, “My brother says Michael Jackson likes kids’ Ding Dongs. I like Twinkies better than Ding Dongs.” Dalton keeps saying, “Michael Jackson is gay” over and over again while Justin adds, “Ohhhh….. He said Michael Jackson likes kids’ Ding Dongs – Miss Click, that means….. “ (I QUICKLY interrupt here with, “I KNOW what it means, Justin, cool it.”) Before the sentence is out of my mouth, Darnez asks, “Are we having Twinkies for snack today? I want Twinkies, I want Twinkies.”

Meanwhile, Justin begins chewing with his mouth open again. I decided to let it go this time…..

Hope this makes you laugh. If parents only knew what kids repeat from home, they’d never speak again!

Have a great day!

P.S. Jaylin went to the doctor this morning and upon his return, I inquired as to whether he had his brain refilled or not. He said that today, they refilled his nose instead. Almost afraid to ask, but unable to resist, I asked how that works. He said, (and I quote exactly) “Well, Miss Click, you see, my nose kept running and it ran out of run, so they put more in this morning. They used water this time instead of brain guts. The doctor saves the brain guts for when I get my brain refilled. He just uses water for nose guts.” I can honestly say that I keep learning something new everyday as a teacher!

Ps i have been up since 8am lol yay! i love being busy! and working to get some money!!!! so i spoil my pimp! lol

Fri, 02 Dec 2005 17:06:14 GMT

So i am goin to u of i today! i am super excited but also a lil sad to leave this time...i guess thats how we know we are were we should be! I will miss the ue purdue game! i am very sad about that! and i will miss getting drunk with the girls! but i am crazy about kev and i know i will have a great time cuz i love the guys at his house they are great!!!! i cant wait! xoxoxoxo well got to go! xoxoxoxo!!!
Chrissy

Sometimes i wonder..........

Wed, 30 Nov 2005 08:06:59 GMT

Friends come and friends go but do we ever really forget? I dont think so. But when they are gone from your sight, your ears,and your voice cant reach them, or maybe they left the world and its not that your voice cant reach them its that theirs cant reach you. In the end i think that you miss the sound of someones voice the most. Its how you learned every part of them. Is it fair that they are gone and others who do nothing but selfish acts those who just hurt others to hurt them are still here, no but every person good or bad has a certain amount of time on this earth. thats why everyday you should live it like its your last. Let those you love know that you love them, because you could get a phone call one day sayin they are gone. and even though its not fair that that one person who moved you in such a way is gone they are.....and theres no looking back for them.
They say that it get easier as the time goes on but lets be honest it never does does it?

just some thoughts that happened to roll right in......or maybe they just never roll out.......

Mon, 28 Nov 2005 22:46:44 GMT

ï As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

Mon, 28 Nov 2005 17:19:51 GMT

You are Shanepacsan. You are laid back and sadly competitive, but people seem to like you and you hang out with people as much as you can. You are a Ninja.

Yes i knew i wanted to be like shane when i grow up! cept i will never be that cool or that hot! i love ya shane!!!!!!!!! lol that quiz just made me laugh now its nap time more to come on my life when i am ready to write about it! as of right now................well i guess its just all up in the air!

Wed, 16 Nov 2005 20:52:47 GMT

Is It THANKSGIVING YET?????

I guess i cant bitch much.....my best friend/boyfriend is gonna be here in 2 DAYS! and then i get to go home and see all my loves!!! YAY! soo hurry up and get here FRIDAY!!!!

Ps 2 days ago it was Warm
yesterday we had tornados
today is COLD
and tomorrow snow maybe? WHAT IS HAPPENING IN THE VILLE?

if you know hit me up

i stole the set up of this from logel! thanks loges

Wed, 09 Nov 2005 05:11:46 GMT

10 years ago - I was 9 and in 3rd grade. My best friend had just come back to school....Kp, there were alot of differences.....I had made friends and so had she. either way it was different. I wanted to be older! and my teacher was a singing nun! yeah thats right i said it a singing nun! we would sing in class...random i know,but i loved it more than anything! My family was smaller then too. I wanted everything! but mainly i wanted music! I was a bi cheerleader and couldnt see myself doing anything else ever! it was my life! and i was in love with a boy a year older than me....Billy Aurthers! yeah i know! he was a football player and some where in my small head i thought we would get married and have lil football/cheerleading babies! wow the things i know now....needless to say i was HAPPY

5 years ago - I was 14 years old and a freshman in high school. I was so scared! Goin to the huge place where i had to deal with a locker.....what would i do! well i would get involved and meet people right? i mean i already knew a bunch from cheering for the untouchables. sooo what could be so scary? I joined the volleyball team! it was awesome! I also joined showchoir.....which at the time i had no idea that it would end up making all the difference in my life! I met a woman whos name was mrs mulder "Ms. K" she was amazing and all i wanted was for her to like me! Before I knew it.... It was Homecoming night and we were taking pictures at my house it was big enough for all of us so why not? Amanda the beautiful one from our group was goin with an older boy.Amanda was the cool one because she was in express the top showchoir and the boy she was goin with was too! The moment he walked in my front door i thought he was BEAUTIFUL!!!....he had red hair blue eyes he was tall and fun! I took tons of pictures and i felt like when i turned around he was looking at me....how could this be tho?He was with the prettiest girl in the room! Amanda was the beautiful one not me! We finished taking pictures and we were off to the dance!!!! well amanda left her beautiful boy...i was pissed even tho at this point i still didnt know his name, how could someone leave him he was.......well everything! That year my next door neighbor chrissy decker was at homecoming...she brought me over to dance with the "COOL OLDER KIDS" I was soo lucky! Then i noticed him again, he was coming over he was dancing next to me. AND THEN HE WAS DANCING WITH ME! WHAT!!!! i know, me the girl from a small grade school who was in the lower showchoir group the akward not to pretty still growing into myself girl...me he was dancing with me! slow fast it didnt matter....we were together.the last dance was to slena Dreamin of you! and then he KISSED me kinda.... I was crazy about him...The next four years were up and downs with us! but we always remained friends i thought...even when i hated him most we were friends. recapp of those for years i got into express my 2nd year!! he got a girlfriend, i got a boyfriend we broke up they had problems, Ms K loved me!, our friend died, He graduated, i was still crazy about him....His name Is KEVIN GRACE!

1 year ago - I was a freshman in college at UE. I was soo scared 6 hrs from home...and i made my life here. I cut people out, sometimes i even cut my family out...what did i need from any of them i had the best friends here, sam jenna mel logel and i had Phi mu! I didnt need anything else! I was SOOO HAPPY HERE! then 2nd semster came....I met Ray Baker....i dont think i need to say anymore than that! i was crazy about him. we however didnt work out....he was scared and going to england next fall...and had family and work stuff in the summer...we did however spend most of our last month together. I went to Fiji formal! AHHHH it was sooo fun! me and sam jason and ray had a suite! I was wasted! we had great food! and even better people around us! I was upset when we had to leave....i had to leave behind what me and ray were that day.....because now we were nothing to eachother but friends! The day i got home from fiji formal i got a phone call from my mom........it was the worest 4 words i ever heard!....Chrissy Ms K died today. WHAT!!!! NO NOT MY MS K, NOT MY MOM, NOT MY TEACHER, NOT MY INSPRIATION, NOT MY LOVE FOR MUSIC! i called friends we cryed i wanted to be home that day but my parents werent coming to get me till the next day....I called kevin and james.....i didnt know what to do.....I went home that night they had a practice for the funeral we were all goin to sing one last time for her! It was the most amazing thing ever....Kevin couldnt be there he called me as we were talkin about her you know our favorite times! said i would see him tomorrow! When i walked in....I couldnt breathe....then i looked over and saw him....i cryed when i huged him so did he....we kinda of said our byes to our teacher, our mom, our inspriation, OUR FRIEND......me and kev spent the rest of the summer together almost everyday....it was a lil crazy. I cant even remember when we as friends were we as just kinda together....and then at the very end of the summer we were us....And i Happy!!! Oh and Me and katy may spent alot of the summer together laughing I had a blast! I love her! Then i went back to all my buddies at ue

yesterday - I went to all my classes! YAY! I dont know how i feel about music ....that came out wrong i dont know how i feel about singing any more my love for music will remain for always! I am taking huge steps with Phi Mu! I am still with Kevin!!! yay and still head over heels for him! and to be honest he is pretty crazy about me too! YAY! I need to get a job! I love u of i and those Alpha delta Phi boys! I love Phi Mu and evansville! no i am not transfering! I ate dinner with my roommates! I went to taco bell with shay! and had a great talk! kinda talked to kevin.....fell in love with a llama! Loved sam went to bed early! oh and i love Jenny Jones! oh and i did stuff for the tornado victums! oh and i love my greek family + andrea lol

15 songs i know all the words to (the question is what dont i know the words too):
1. the wicked sound track!
2. Seasons of Love-Rent
3. God Bless the Broken Road -Rascal Flatts
4. SKIN-Rascal Flatts
5. Don't Take the Girl-Tim McGraw
6. Bridge over trouble water
7. White Houses-Vanessa Carlton
8. My Hump-Black Eyed Peas
9. Better together/Bannanna Pancakes- jack Johnson
10. So you are to me- East mountin south
11. Gods will-Martina Mcbride
12. Lifetime- Better then Ezra
13. Tequila Makes Her Clothes Come Off- Joe Nichols
14. Concrete Angel
15. Dream Girl- Dave Matthews!

6 things I'd do with a millon bucks:
1. Pay some bills for my mom and dad and send my siblings to college!
2. Send my parents on a real vacation...just them...anywhere in the world although I know they would take us/ Go on a real Family Vaction!
3. Donate to my Highschool music program
4. Take kevin some where he really would love Europe or to Denver lol so he can snow board and....
5. donate to the lupus fond!
6. go see wicked/ go see something on broadway!

10 places to run away to:
1. Sam
2. Shay
3. U or I where my heart is!....Kevin
4. Home Chicago
5. My mom
6 Phi Mu
7.Pam
8 KP
9 Julie
10 Katie may!!!

5 favorite TV shows (as of right now):
1. Football/ any thing on espn
2. Extreme Makeover Home Edition-i'm a life cryer!
3. Gilmore girls
4. One Tree Hill
5. anything on the wb!

5 Joys:
1. my family at home
2. Kevin/U of I
3. Kids!
4. Evansville
5. Phi Mu

5 favorite toys:
1. my computer
2. my cell phone
3. books
4. cd player
5. crayons/markers/paint

5 things i cannot stand:
1. hypocrites
2. being late
3. The toilet seat still up!
4. living in a mess!
5. People who Just dont get it!!!!!

5 ways to spend time with the person you care about/love
1 Go out to dinner at a nice place and sit/walking tlaking laughing on the beach looking at the skyline
2 Going to see a play or musical
3 sitting in bed laughing just in sweats
4 being under the stars.......
5 just being together

Long one this time! life is good....i'll write more later!

Mon, 31 Oct 2005 06:41:51 GMT

So lately i have been lost! no lie really lost! things that have happened that i havent ever had the chance to cope with just came out of no where! but i was talkin to shay and i think she is right like how best friends usually are.....soo here are my 5 good things that happened today!

1 I got to catch up with shay
2 me and SAM went to mcdonalds lol i know
3 Kevin said he would get me ice cream from rainbow cone! lol
4 I talked to julie who....well who just made it a lil clearer!
5 I hug with twin and some cool kids! yay cool kids!
6 i have alot of people who love me!
7 it was warmer today!

your right shay that does make you feel good!

Mon, 17 Oct 2005 21:55:38 GMT

Auto response from KeeKs1586: Life is too short to wake up in the morning w/regrets, so love the people who treat u right, forget about the ones who don't, and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said that it'd be easy, they just promised it would be worth it...

I love you kp!

WIsdom and education

Mon, 17 Oct 2005 17:06:51 GMT

When you fell burdened by formal education, do not be quick to cast it aside. What is happening is a great surge in your growth and consciousness that is screaming out for immediate and total exploration. You must remember that all other learners have traveled the same path. And though all true learners have felt this urge to strike out on their own formal education they did not abandoned it!

Still, formal education will not inform your spirit and make you full. So, along with knowledge you must seek wisdom. Knowledge is multiple, wisdom is singular. Knowledge is words, wisdom is silent. Knowledge is standing outside, understanding what is seen, Wisdom is standing at the center knowing what is not see. No Person can be whole without both dimensions of learning. There are many ways to seek wisdom. there is travel, there is service. There is staring into the eyes of children and elders and lovers and strangers. There is sitting silently in one spot and there is being swept along in lifes turbulent current. Life itself will grant you wisdom in ways you may neither understand nor choose. It is up to you to be open to all these sources of wisdom and to embrace them with your whole heart.

So do not disparage the lessons of either the schooled or the unschooled. Those who have less formal education may have learned some single thing more deeply, or they may have embarked early upon the search for wisdom. In their uniqueness, they have discovered something special about life, and it is your to experience if you are open to what they have to teach.

Remember the words the musician who was asked which was greater knowledge or wisdom? He answered "Without knowledge I could not play the violin, But without wisdom I could not play music"

Place yourself among those who carry on their lives with passion , and true learning will take place, no matter how humble or exalted the setting. But no matter what path you follow, do NOT be ashamed of your learning. In some corner or your life, you know more about something than anyone else on earth! The true measure or your education is not what you know, but how you share what you know with others!!!!
~Simple Truths Kent Nerburn

I was feelin down about school.....I just got repumped! Heres to hopefully what comes to be a GREAT week!

Tue, 04 Oct 2005 06:11:38 GMT

COOKIES
At an airport one night with several long hours before her flight,
she hunted for a book in an airport shop,

bought a bag of cookies and found a place to drop.

She was engrossed in her book but happened to see
that the man sitting beside her, as bold as could be,
grabbed a cookie or two from the bag in between,
which she tried to ignore to avoid a scene.

So she munched the cookies and watched the clock,
As the gutsy cookie thief diminished her stock,
she was getting more irritated as the minutes ticked by,
thinking, "If I wasn't so nice, I would blacken his eye."

With each cookie she took, he took one too,
when only one was left, she wondered what he would do.
With a smile on his face, and a nervous laugh,
he took the last cookie and broke it in half.

He offered her half, as he ate the other.
She snatched it from him and thought....ooh, brother!

This guy had some nerve and he's also rude,
Why he didn't even show any gratitude!

She had never known when she been so galled,
And sighed with relief when her flight was called.
She gathered her belongings and headed to the gate,
Refusing to look back at the thieving ingrate.

She boarded the plane, and sank in her seat.
Then she sought her book, which was almost complete.
As she reached in her baggage, she gasped with surprise.
There was her bag of cookies in front of her eyes.

If mine are here, she moaned in despair,
the others were his and he tried to share.
Too late to apologize, she realized with grief,
that she was the rude one, the ingrate, the thief!

How many times have we absolutely known that something was a certain way?

Only to discover later that what we believed to be true....was not?

Think about it!

Sun, 02 Oct 2005 06:50:26 GMT

PurpleAce04: I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:-) I cried today because I thought of you and I miss you so much it's sick!! Love ya babe!
MRs cLuELeSs123: oh my goodness
PurpleAce04: lol im sorry
MRs cLuELeSs123: no no its cool
PurpleAce04: lol
MRs cLuELeSs123: I miss you too
MRs cLuELeSs123: lol
PurpleAce04: i miss you more!!!
MRs cLuELeSs123: NO WAY
MRs cLuELeSs123: when are you comin here?
PurpleAce04: I have no idea, hopefully soon though
MRs cLuELeSs123: good
MRs cLuELeSs123: if gas goes down
PurpleAce04: and when I do we definitely need to prtay!
PurpleAce04: lol
PurpleAce04: partay*
MRs cLuELeSs123: HELL YEAH !!!!!!!!!!

PurpleAce04: lol
MRs cLuELeSs123: you will be sooooooooooooooo WASTED

PurpleAce04: lol
MRs cLuELeSs123: sick with me kid
PurpleAce04: i know
PurpleAce04: ok i will
PurpleAce04: lol
PurpleAce04: just wanted to say hi and tell ya that I love ya!
MRs cLuELeSs123: I LOVE YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!
PurpleAce04: YAY
PurpleAce04: lol
MRs cLuELeSs123: XOXOXOXOXOXO
MRs cLuELeSs123: night
PurpleAce04: right bac at ya
PurpleAce04: you too
MRs cLuELeSs123: later my love
MRs cLuELeSs123: you are the best
PurpleAce04: bye sweetie
PurpleAce04: you too
MRs cLuELeSs123: keep smilin we are all thinkin of you
PurpleAce04: ok i will love ya :-)

Just goes to show.....that no matter near or far your sisters are there for you and love you more than you will ever know!!!!!

THis weekend ='s awesome MORE TO COME LATER!!!!!!!!!

I love my big sister she is .....PRETTY MUCH AMAZING!!!!

Thu, 29 Sep 2005 08:23:32 GMT

Auto response from SBFuePT4: Knights of Columbus, I love my little sister!!!

Had a great time tonight Chrissy! I heart you!

I LOVE YOU MARIA!!!!!

PS thank you soooooooooo much for all your help tonight! i do really feel alot better thanks ur the best!!!!!!!!!!

ps kevin grace is amazing!!!!!!!!

Sun, 25 Sep 2005 07:10:43 GMT

"for a long time it seemed to me that life was about to begin - real life. but there was always some obstacle in the way, something to be gotten through first, some unfinished business, time still to be served, a debt to be paid. at last it dawned on me that these obstacles were my life. this perspective has helped me to see there is no way to happiness. happiness is the way. so treasure every moment you have and remember that time waits for no one. happiness is a journy, not a destination." -souza

Well i hate everything enough said tomorrow is a new day....I hope!
ok well later

Mon, 19 Sep 2005 06:13:52 GMT

so everyone some of the writtin in the last entry was Katy Hales she just states everything so beautifully! I love her soo much!

Had the best weekend EVER!!!!!!! YAY! ummmmmmmm...more about it later!
Thanks to everyone who played a part in my weekend you all rock my face off!

XOXOXOXO'

More later!

Fri, 16 Sep 2005 15:59:07 GMT

Home is where your HEART is......... thats why I am goin to U of I this weekend! YAY!

Its here....
Its Today.....
TODAY IS THE DAY!!!!!!!!!!!

U of I with some of my fav people to see some of my fav. people! YAY!!!

Fri, 16 Sep 2005 12:43:07 GMT

Yay its U of I day!!!!!!!
I love Jill
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

ps chrissy eve
she makes me laugh!

Heres to a great Weekend!!!!!

Thu, 15 Sep 2005 06:48:26 GMT

I want to be a doctor... but turns out my roomie and i are alcoholics and im getting trashed on wine instead of studying

YAY WINE NIGHT!!!!!!!!!!

Tue, 13 Sep 2005 09:01:01 GMT

Its so crazy how one min. you swear you will never love again...that love is just not for you....and the next your head over heels for the one you always thought you were meant to be with,cept this time its not a dream.....its real life hes standing there wanting you back just as much as you want him. And in the mist of things you try to hold him an arms length away just incase. The hurt from before was so great and you dont know if your body your mind your HEART can handle another break like last time. but in the mean time he pulls you in closer and closer....until in the moments breath you crazy about him.

You dream about him, you think of him all the time, and all you really want is for him to be happy. Happier than he has ever been before. You want to be his everything, and so you try to make him as happy as possible. Behind that he is dreamin of you too, and wishing he could make you happier than you have ever been!

Its the essence of each other that makes one happy!

But he has such beautiful dreams that you would never ever want to hold him from. And you have dreams and a plan and a life that you always saw for yourself...but for some reason it doesnt matter about you....its only him..him and his smile and his laugh and his...everything!

Even though you crossed your heart and swore up and down you'd never fall this fast for someone again... it's happened.. But for the first time... in years... you've let your heart take the wheel and steer.

And you're in overdrive...complete with that smile of yours that you just can't seem to smear off.... Because somehow, (for the reasons you're starting to see more clearly)...he found his way straight to your heart when you least expected it...

God i am crazy about you If you only knew....I hope you do!
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
4 days!
Missing you!

Love this song! YAY Kevin!

Tue, 13 Sep 2005 08:08:56 GMT

I would dig a hole all the way to China
Unless of course I was there
then I’d dig my way home
If by diggin’ I could steal
the wind from the sails
of the greedy men who ruled the world

Still you’re my best friend
And after a good, good drunk
You and me wake up and make love after a deep sleep
Where I was Dreamin’, I was Dreamin’
Dreamgirl, Dreamgirl, Dreamgirl, Dreamgirl

I was feelin’ like a creep
As I watched you asleep
Face down in the grass,
in the park, in the middle
of a hot afternoon
Your top was untied
And I thought how nice
It’d be to follow the sweat down your spine

You’re like my best friend
Aww after a good, good drunk
You and me wake up and make love after a deep sleep
Where I was Dreamin’, I was Dreamin’
Dreamgirl, Dreamgirl, Dreamgirl, Dreamgirl

Caught by a wave
my back to the ocean
it knocks me off my feet and
just as I find my footing
here you come again
Dreamgirl, aww Dreamgirl, Dreamgirl, Dreamgirl, Dreamgirl, Dreamgirl, Dreamgirl

Tue, 13 Sep 2005 08:02:02 GMT

15 Things You Probably Never Knew or Thought About

1. At least 5 people in this world love you so much
they would die for
you.

2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some
way.

3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is
because they want to be just like you.

4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone,
even if they don't like you.

5 Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.

6. You mean the world to someone.

7. If not for you, someone may not be living.

8. You are special and unique.

9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.

10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.

11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look:
you most likely turned your back on the world.

12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.

13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.

14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.

15 If you have a great friend, take the time to let
them know that they are great.

A Minute: They say it takes a minute to find a
special person, an hour to
appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an
entire life to forget them.

Take the time... to live and love.

I( love you ANDREA!!!!!!

Thu, 08 Sep 2005 06:44:05 GMT

"Phi Mu is like the girl next door. You see what you get. We are as real as we seem. It's a group of girls who will love you no matter what and be there for you no matter how crazy things seem. It is a certain comfort. It's home."

I FREAKIN LOVE phi mu!!!!! i didnt really know that until tonight i dont think I mean its like.........God No words its soo weird
i dont know when someone asked me what made Phi Mu different........ i wanted to cry I looked at her and then looked around the room and said its that feeling you get in your stomache when you know that your home its the realization that these amazing women let me into their lives that they think i am worthy enough to share something soo special with them Its that i think i have the most beautiful sisters in the world......and they are what push me everyday to work to be better they know who i am without me sayin a word

there are no words......... How i love them all! YAY PHI MU!!!!!!!!!

Ps i love those AOII'S! oh roommies !!!!!! you are soo much....no words for you either! I love you soo much!

Go Futher.....
GO Greek...........
GO PHI MU..............

Miss ya......... No words for you either cept that i am crazy about you.....and no worries here i am fine! and we'll be together soon! I hate drama just as much as you!!!! This to will pass! Cope and Deal....you made the mistake its over now...stop worrying! YOUR THE BEST!!!! HUGE XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
we'll be together soon!

Oh Kevy..........

Wed, 07 Sep 2005 06:50:32 GMT

Lets just say that i love when Kevin calls me.....when he calls me sober or Drunk!!!! Tonight he was drunk. I talked to Pam she is amazing!!!! She told me that everyone should have the right to be happy...and that she knows i am and that now she trusts kevin now and she is happy that we finally worked this out.....Me too! wow i miss him soo much! but its gonna be ok i'll see him soon! YAY! I love you Pam Happy b-day tony! i love you! and Kev...... wow I am crazy about you! night time!

Mon, 05 Sep 2005 16:32:59 GMT

So I'm tired today....I was at marias until like 3:15 am thank goodness things are better there. I love her soo much!

Recruitment starts tomorrow, kinda nervous.....REALLY REALLY EXCITED!!!!!! not only will we be talkin and meetin amazing girls they all have the potential of becoming my sister which is awesome! and then sunday its all over! soo yeah YAY!

I miss kev....need i say more?
KP hang in there girl you are brave and strong and amazing! I LOVE YOU more than you will ever ever know!
Thank you maria for just bein ....well you know?
Thank you Melissa for forgivin me for being dumb and lovin me just the same!
Shay you my girl!LOL I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOO MUCH this week had been hard but with a friend like you standing behind me i know that I have it made! Thanks for bein my strength even when....well youknow? BFF lol
Andrea I love you! you are amazing! thank you for letting me into your life i am truly overwhelmed by your beauty grace and your....everything!
TWIN......... Well i am glad you are here! I LOVE YOU SOOOO MUCH! Keep your head! GOD I LOVE YOU!

well nap and then work out time! YAY! well later

I saw logels away message and had to write!

Thu, 01 Sep 2005 19:14:33 GMT

What is sisterhood?
It is seeing a girl across campus and adjusting your bra to tell her that you love her.

Its that smile and that laugh , that hand to hold, those arms you need for hug, and the candle that glows bright when you feel all alone. Its guiding you to the end of that dark road and its the patience they have when they know you are struggling and just being there to listen.

Its a lil to much sometimes lol, we're all just alil closer now a days right shay and heather?

Its sitting and laughin with women that you love about stories you werent even there to expreince.

Its leaving and coming home again to welcoming arms and feeling excepted in a day!

Its goin bare feet and not being concerned that people will laugh, they will but you'll laugh too

Its borrowing clothes

Its finding a long lost twin!

Its pilaties in a living room! and laughter cuz well..... I hate you ellen and you 100 press!

Its all of this and soo much more! Its more than who we hang with"FAG-HAGS", what we look like, what we sound like,or how smart or athletic we are. Its that when i see them on campus i get a smile a hug a laugh a wave. Its choir and dinner. it movies and tears, and stress and laughter......

ITS LOVE!!!!!!!!!!

What should you choose to be?
Go Greek
GO PHI MU!!!!!!!!

I love you all so much!